The Real On the Go Girl! No time to say Never!

My Elementary and High school lives were among the most memorable, super duper, trying hard, competitive, successful, and what ever you call describing a totally great experience i ever had so far.

Actually it started in my kindergarten years when competitiveness and being smart and talented initially popped out to be my best lines. I was able to make a recital of a graduation speech after achieving a 2nd honors award, i did a tinikling, kuracha, itik- itik and a pearly shell dance. All the memories are still vividly beautiful, cute and worth reminiscing. I could still remember being a leader in an exercise dance every morning and heading the Lupang Hinirang Song before getting started for everything in the class. I guess this is worth feting for...yohoooo!...what an amazing kid i was way back 16 yrs ago!


As i got into elementary, Everything seemed to be just the same. Same old competitive, talented, smart and obedient pupil remained to be proving her charisma on teachers and other pupils.
I had often been nominated in every class officer elections and my favorite position... if not vice president,,, well a secretary for a nice penmanship...I had always felt the fulfillment and happiness for every achievement i had gotten. And the more i crave for some more. So, its no longer a new thing for me if i try things without hesitations..in short had been starting to become a trying hard copy cat..

I remained to be a topnotcher pupil,,,if not in the 2nd spot..its a consolation to have the 3rd place. Thus i ens up to be the First honorable mention during the graduation. And it was a success! I played lots of sports during our school meets....district, division and regional levels where among the places i had come to conquer with playing pingpong or table tennis.. equally doing well with engaging in volleyball, badminton and cheering squad. Declamation, dancing, balagtasan, poem recital, comical skit, and even directing short  plays become my likes and  It was a great fun recalling the things i just hardly tried to do perfectly to achieve success.

When i get in high school..still i live in the competitive world where i had to be joining almost all the clubs and sports to prove that there's still the power in me to succeed. Though at times i lose the fight but its just great to feel the determination and urge to win. Still i became a declaimer, a dancer, a pageant contestant who just won the 3rd place yet fulfilling in the heart,a lawn tennis and table tennis player and the brave girl who run against the valedictorian both competing for the  presidential position in the student's body org. just finding at the end that its not worth my fight yet remained to be sports and accepting with the outcome.

These and more about competition and achieving something you like to have just teaches me the lessons of having great determination, finding good motivation and deeply praying to succeed...and if does not result to what is desired, then the readiness to accept for the failure and a positive mentality that there's still more chances out there. Patience is truly a virtue...we should hold on to it.

Ten Suggestions for a Brighter Future

• Realize that life is not always fair. Accept what you must and change what you can.
• Think before you act. A moment of carelessness or anger can cause years of anguish and regret.
• Look for the beauty in life, in people, in nature and in yourself.
• Appreciate what you have: that people, the opportunities, the material possessions.
• Make the effort to have fun: its a great way to bond with others, and it makes some of the best memories.
• Set aside some time for yourself. Do something you enjoy without feeling even a little guilty.
• Accept others without judgment. Everyone is unique and its okay to be different.
• Forgive. Bitterness and resentment hurt you more than the person you direct them at.
• Learn. Open your mind to new ideas and do not be afraid to try.
• Dream. Make plans, believe in yourself and go for what you want.

 by: Barbara Cage

''Positivity..Its all for Survival of the Featest ''

When we are greatly positive, hesitations and uncertainties are abolished so as to push as to get out from our comfort zones and conquer the world with the aim of achieving the peaks and the bests. 
SMILE  is an indicator of happiness by which one feels when he is optimistic in life.
Its just like wearing the biggest smile among the negas and pessimistic few around! It uplifts them somehow and its contagious mind you.. :D

In the world of optimists.. there's no time to settle and remain dwelling with the mistakes being committed by them but  rather there's always a new opportunity for them to make right  the wrongs and start  anew...and learn from the experience...thus making them  better individuals always ready to take the challenges: walk along rocky roads, swim along heavy waves and climb the highest peak ever known. That's how they are!

Positive people are always motivated and inspired to do what they love to. Thus positivity is not one without inspiration..everyone has to have it...its a great thing that's motivating even the lame to walk for his love. On the other hand, positivity inspires other individuals to be the like for they see something distinct with this attitude...i guess its the On the Go Power, the superwoman, superman things..all these have the positive mental attitudes that motivate them to pursue their missions and live their lives in an exemplary way.

When you are positive ..you value life only to live, love and laugh because these are the only good things that make a good connection with all the people in the world. Knowing that nobody is perfect and so life is...though there may be horrid times of sadness and troubles....an optimistic do not just cry and sleep to eternity, escape and run away to forget, and get mad and plant remorse and vengeance but rather stand up...strengthen ones heart and make the move to handle things out...if not...smile and laugh at the negatives of life and think that everything is just passing..and so are we,,,so life is too short to feel sadness and hesitation..make it worthwhile by coming out into the open and do what you can make and correct what has been a wrong.

Aonther Day to Say Thank You..for His time is the Best time!

Yesterday wasn't an ordinary one for me. I was totally speechless and my heart was definitely full of bubbling emotions I just wanted to explode outwardly coz it felt tickling while burning,,i don't  know for it was  a mixture of feelings that just hard to explain..elation, euphoria exuberance,ecstasy,, simply happiness as it is called but to a different level.

Its been already 3 years almost when i First applied in one of the famous yet controversial Hospitals here in the City. Its my dream.. yes never just a hope..but a dream to be employed in that Institution because I can feel that  the real essence of my  passion to care would be best carried out in the said setting much more than the other highly prestigious and costly hospitals of the City for the reasons of the type and kind of clienteles and patients i would have been serving of...which pointing out to  the indigent ones, the poor in the society, the less knowledgeable and the more broke and in pain individuals of the community. I strongly believe that Nursing as a Profession is a helping and comforting ...of which i think these kind of people would be glad to be given with such.

So, before i was hired being an Institutional Nurse of a Child Caring Agency, i already made an application to the said hospital and waited for its hiring process that had been taking long waiting time while i had been into working. It took me two counts of Interviews from the personnel selection board for the past 2 yrs just realizing that i never made it still though i knew i did my best out of it.Then i htought of the factor which i might be lacking before unabling me from getting hired..then that's it and i found out and made a sure way of it..and this time around i felt the surging confidence from me that its a heck if i cant make it still..out of 3rd PSB? its not easy...and the effort i made to patch up where i had been falling short before- the quota factor, i mean... i guess i really can make it..surely..with God's intervention of course!

After i found myself stuck in the house after i did my last way from my work as an Institutional Nurse, for a year and 5 months..oh quite long indeed..i thought i would have episodes of despair..thinking it might be the end of an employed status...temporarily i mean,,but i know for long since Nursing job nowadays is horridly making its way like an avalanche...oh my!..its awful..especially to the newly graduates and those who have enrolled just recently for nursing profession..i hope there's still tomorrow for them.

It's just like i rested only 3 months from a stressful, sugar consuming brain in my previous work..it only really pays for me to have a great beauty rest and lots of gaining weight after falling almost 10 pounds..and of course quality time for my granny who gets to see me only at night after a tiring work. All these for three months until just recently that happened yesterday...a good..well.. i guess the best news I've ever had this year arrived..and its was like given a birthday party with lots of balloons and guests..of which i had never had in my entire life so far...perhaps with my kids in the future. I was included in the 40 lucky applicant nurses to be hired as staff nurses of the said hospital..Woooh!!! a bid deep sigh was a relief from the mixing leveling up feelings of gladness and i truly thank God for i realize that when I my application got denied for the past 2 interviews...it never meant the end of the chance being a staff in the hospital...He just want me to take time slowly and one step at a time,,,i was working those times so,,,why should be hired in another if i am badly needed by the one i had been working with...Not  until i finally Got out of my previous job...when He gave me the opportunity to go for my dream and make a difference out of my passion in the service to the poor through caring, comforting and teaching. With all these qualities i know,,,and i believe that i could be a good...or perhaps a best nurse that my patients would ever know!

When God gives me now the challenge to work in a sophisticated yet worth handling job.. i know its my time to prove the essence of a caring and competent  nurse to be..though i can now envision how would it be very busy that needs presence of mind and initiatives, would be very difficult and full of dilemma that  needs critical thinking in the work... still I'm hopeful that God will only be at my side and will  enlighten my mind and heart for every decisions and moves i will be making in everyday duty and responsibility.

These just make me deeply think and reflect how God works in mysterious ways of bringing the happiness to our lives based on the desires and dream of our hearts...and He just don't give it by the time we want or need it...He sees to it its handed down to us in His time...the right time...and we could only know it is if we dont make things in a hurry.

Learn to wait patiently..and maximize time in doing worthwhile things..live life each second, minute, hour, day and so on...every tic...is a gold...and its worth living!

''And so, this is what life is all about''

''I was never tired of this life and its not gonna matter  if i fall twice, thrice or in countless instance, coz i know each time i fall You'll never gonna let me hit the ground. Thanks for being around''

Inspired Soul

''I never feel things so electrifying like here in the poem, though i'm hoping to see the one whom i could utter the same words too'' - and i wish he will be deserving of the love my heart will flame!

When im in to you

When I'm in the midst of the darkness

your the  light that leads me to see the brighter side of 

everything

when my heart cries out of sadness

your face is the cl0wn that brings out my longest smile

wen i feel like  giving up and seems like l0osing h0pe

your the pushbutt0n that thrives me to keep g0ing on,

when i miss you  a l0t, just a single sweet  thought of 

you would suffice 

all the  l0nging and reminds me that there's m0re out of 

life

when i live it with you,,s0meday when we will ever be... 

:D

''though your not with me...i always feel like your just  sharing your footsteps with me while holding up my hands and never letting it go''