This is Me

On the surge of drastic typhoon hitting manila on October 20, 1988.. a baby girl was born and named as Marilyn.The name was coined not because my mom was an avid fan of Marilyn Monroe but because they said a ship named dona Marilyn was accidentally caught up in the middle of heavy waves as wrath of  typhoon came.

Yep i was delivered halfway healthy merely because of the stress the anguishing weather had badly affected my mom.But thanks God that never hindered me to go out..So then i was delivered in Manila yet i was made in Cebu...then i came to be up brought in Leyte.

Honestly, i was born out of wedlock,,and i am not guilty of having you all know it because  everything happens for a reason and i believe that God lets it to be in order to mold a strong and extraordinary woman  like me.

Being  in leyte i came to get closer to my granny who is not my mom's mother but her aunt only.My closeness to my mom had not run too long just until i reached 8yrs. old when she had to go back to manila to work and earn for a living. I was so much disappointed and weary as any other children would feel for their leaving love one.Thinking i was so ungrateful, i wondered why i cant see any Father figure and by that time my mom was also about to leave. Even  by that very early age, i thought my mom had been so irrational for having decided to exchange the opportunity of living together though in poverty  into sacrificing the distress of distant relationship.But though it all happened and i hadn't done anything to have my hopes and  wishes.

Many years have passed,,,many storms and waves have smashed ...but i remained strong and fighting knowing at the  back of my mind  no body else could best help me but my self.with the loving support of my granny who had been always there in times of happiness and sadness..,my friends.and other support persons who came along the way where i badly needed them to withstand it all.my longtime unseen Mom and Father together with the bad experiences i often hurdled because of their absence would only be my driving motivation to continue living life in the right way fulfilling my dreams for in one day we will meet among ourselves and take time to talk of our passing experiences and how we manage to get along the way without each others presence.

Until this very present time,,,i still hadn't taken the chance of seeing these two people,,my mom and father who had once been the reason of my existence...13yrs and 22 yrs respectively..whew,,,! all the years when great changes had taken place of our lives..a great reunion must be on the sight...(:

This could have been so

 long but i cut it short just to catch up with my other work...

One day in my life i would have the chance of writing my life story in a book that will be an inspiration to all.

But as for now,,im still taking my time in realizing the  little hopes in line in order to make my way into that big,  beyond horizon dream..(: soon...